તું મારું સપનું છે બેટા, તું મારી સચ્ચાઈ
તું આવ્યો ને દુનિયામાં, મારી ઓળખ બદલાઈ
રખે તું ઊઠી જાય, એ બીકે બદલું નહીં હથેલી
ચડે હાથમાં ખાલી, તો યે લાગે હેત ભરેલી
શાળાનાં દરવાજે જ્યારે પાછું વળી તેં જોયું
કોરી આંખે, આખો દિવસ, હૈયું મારું રોયું
તારી કુમળી હથેળીમાંથી આંગળી મેં છોડાવી
એ ક્ષણની ભીનાશ આ મારી આંખોમાં સચવાઈ—
મને યાદ છે, પહેલીવાર હું તને લડ્યો’તો
જ્યારે તારી આંખનું આંસુ મારી આંખમાં છે અત્યારે
એક જ સરખો ચહેરો આપણો, ઓફિસમાં ને શાળામાં
એકબીજાને શોધતી આંખો સમયનાં વચગાળામાં
ઘરને ઝાંપે જઈ ઊભેલી આંખને મેં સમજાવી
ફરી કદી તારી આંખોમાં નહીં આંસુ રહે છલકાઈ—
કોઈને લાગતો મમ્મી જેવો, કોઈને પપ્પા જેવો
અમે ઈચ્છીએ, બનજે બેટા, તું બસ તારા જેવો
તને ગમે જે સપનું એને કરજે તું સાકાર
અમારી ઈચ્છાઓનો તારા પર ના કોઈ ભાર
તારા પિતા તરીકે જ્યારે કોઈ રહે ઓળખાવી
હરખથી મારું હૈયું છલકે, હોઠ રહે મલકાઈ…
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Do we have options of GOD!!!
missing my life my wife
I remember somewhere I read that eyes are two but they see same thing together, ears are two but they listen one and alll etc... etc... but than still god made such arrangement that everything remain stay together... why than its not happen in case of two hearts which beats in same rhythm.... and in fact its only one heart its just beat in different bodies... be together always....... unconditionally..... which can not separate at all.... why don't god think of something like this :(
May be this feels filmy.. may be this seems like fantasy.. but whatever it is I want this to be reality, because life becomes miserable even for a day if I am away from Reena and this is bloody 17th day all alone in the world eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... godddddddddddddddddddddddddd kyunnnnnnnnnnnnn....
After 15more days only today I manage to pen down few more lines... its yet another 15more tearful days without my sweetheart, and i mean this word- it is indeed full with tears almost every nights, with finally three more to go, thts all :)
On the other day I was thinking or rather say trying to imagine about the feeling that might going inside the person's mind when he's about to leave the jail, though I am not in jail and nor did I get chance to enjoy that privileged before(doesn't mean tht I want to jail) :D .... point is, I was thinking if my feeling today is really different than that?
Being a kind of person I was, and I still am sometimes... I never thought if I could go mad about someone this much. I always live my life in present and only motto of my life is ENJOY, I always enjoyed my life to the fullest and fullest and fullest... whatever the situation is, whenever I am and whatever I am doing....
Life tried in thousand ways to teach me some lessons by some difficult times and failures, but I always believe that whatever happened is happened for good, and I moved on without learning any lesson from it and instead I just enjoyed whatever comes on my way... but this time it is different experience which I never wanted to experience ever again :(
God, if you think that I already repay all my sin I have done by staying away from my sweetheart wify, then please send me back to her as scheduled after three more days and three more nights.... and if you don't listen this time, I have your option too!!!! Allah... Jesus.... anybody listening to my prayers :D
I remember somewhere I read that eyes are two but they see same thing together, ears are two but they listen one and alll etc... etc... but than still god made such arrangement that everything remain stay together... why than its not happen in case of two hearts which beats in same rhythm.... and in fact its only one heart its just beat in different bodies... be together always....... unconditionally..... which can not separate at all.... why don't god think of something like this :(
May be this feels filmy.. may be this seems like fantasy.. but whatever it is I want this to be reality, because life becomes miserable even for a day if I am away from Reena and this is bloody 17th day all alone in the world eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... godddddddddddddddddddddddddd kyunnnnnnnnnnnnn....
After 15more days only today I manage to pen down few more lines... its yet another 15more tearful days without my sweetheart, and i mean this word- it is indeed full with tears almost every nights, with finally three more to go, thts all :)
On the other day I was thinking or rather say trying to imagine about the feeling that might going inside the person's mind when he's about to leave the jail, though I am not in jail and nor did I get chance to enjoy that privileged before(doesn't mean tht I want to jail) :D .... point is, I was thinking if my feeling today is really different than that?
Being a kind of person I was, and I still am sometimes... I never thought if I could go mad about someone this much. I always live my life in present and only motto of my life is ENJOY, I always enjoyed my life to the fullest and fullest and fullest... whatever the situation is, whenever I am and whatever I am doing....
Life tried in thousand ways to teach me some lessons by some difficult times and failures, but I always believe that whatever happened is happened for good, and I moved on without learning any lesson from it and instead I just enjoyed whatever comes on my way... but this time it is different experience which I never wanted to experience ever again :(
God, if you think that I already repay all my sin I have done by staying away from my sweetheart wify, then please send me back to her as scheduled after three more days and three more nights.... and if you don't listen this time, I have your option too!!!! Allah... Jesus.... anybody listening to my prayers :D
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
-gr8est ever secret of happy marriage life-
Happyyyyest ever marriage anniversary to one n only luckyyest living being alive... it's me!!! without slightest of doubt.
go n ask God if you've any doubt... And all all all this is because I marry with the chweetest, beautiful, cutest, dearest n dearest ever darling gal friend wife Reena.
Living two yrs in Reena world seems like living together since twenty birth; I've heard from so many of friends that after marriage couple of yrs of time is passing like rocket and you hardly realize whr time passed but it really does not happen in my case. I've passed each day like a month, all these days I am going to office as if a small kid has forced to go to school and coming back to home in fullll force with same analogy. I've never ever dreamed in my wildest fantasy that I could live such a life.
I don't know if I really believe in all those poetic words like love, feelings, romance blah.. blah.. All I know is that KI she's living in me and I am no more separate living entity then Reena since I met her. and believe me this is more than truth and you'll surely realize it one day when you also caught into the symptoms like... missing beloved every moment, even if she's with me!, its like thinking and thinking and thinking about her is one of the most persistent ever job remained for me in life, and this thinking process is not limited to the conscious, subconscious or unconsciousness, its keep happening in my dreamz, it keeps happening in every damn thing I do. Everytime I receive call from Reena, everytime I see Reena after going back from office... I feel happier like... like... like a frog being happier in the first rain(I does not find any happier thing) and this happiness level goes on and on and on and on....
And if I continue writing about her it will (again) surely goes on n on n on.... but let me tell you the secret for what you're reading this blog :)
To be frank, I don't think I really deserve such a heavenly married life, based on my karma of this birth or any of my previous birth, but all I can tell you about the gr8est ever secret of happy marriage life is nothing else than being lucky to have such a wonderful wife.
go n ask God if you've any doubt... And all all all this is because I marry with the chweetest, beautiful, cutest, dearest n dearest ever darling gal friend wife Reena.
Living two yrs in Reena world seems like living together since twenty birth; I've heard from so many of friends that after marriage couple of yrs of time is passing like rocket and you hardly realize whr time passed but it really does not happen in my case. I've passed each day like a month, all these days I am going to office as if a small kid has forced to go to school and coming back to home in fullll force with same analogy. I've never ever dreamed in my wildest fantasy that I could live such a life.
I don't know if I really believe in all those poetic words like love, feelings, romance blah.. blah.. All I know is that KI she's living in me and I am no more separate living entity then Reena since I met her. and believe me this is more than truth and you'll surely realize it one day when you also caught into the symptoms like... missing beloved every moment, even if she's with me!, its like thinking and thinking and thinking about her is one of the most persistent ever job remained for me in life, and this thinking process is not limited to the conscious, subconscious or unconsciousness, its keep happening in my dreamz, it keeps happening in every damn thing I do. Everytime I receive call from Reena, everytime I see Reena after going back from office... I feel happier like... like... like a frog being happier in the first rain(I does not find any happier thing) and this happiness level goes on and on and on and on....
And if I continue writing about her it will (again) surely goes on n on n on.... but let me tell you the secret for what you're reading this blog :)
To be frank, I don't think I really deserve such a heavenly married life, based on my karma of this birth or any of my previous birth, but all I can tell you about the gr8est ever secret of happy marriage life is nothing else than being lucky to have such a wonderful wife.
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